Class of 2009

Whee ! :) I'm proudly to announce my sister is grauduated from Sri Cempaka school at year 2011. I'm very proud of her and feeling happy to see what she had contribute herself in the graduation day. It's very touching too see her and her bunch of friends dancing on stage and singing songs together. I bet it gonna be a memorable memories which always inside their mind and heart. 

I got very sentimental when it comes to all this. I got cry easily when I watched their videos. It's just too touch, too happy for them ! :) I love my juniors, they are awesome :) I'm here to wish them all the best to their coming SPM and score as much A as can :D Striaght A's yo ! 

Not to forget, I also graduated at the same school but is in year 2009. I miss my high school life. Friends around are awesome and the best part is you get huggies everywhere! Friends are really close to each other. Maybe some of the haters might cause me piss but overall, they're  still awesome. Extra activities always bring more fun to study life. I have no regret for studying there. 

Anyway, back to reality I'm in University right now. Yes, no doubt, uni life could be awesome but the school is too big, too many students and you got limited chance to see everyone you know. That's the difference I guess ! ;) Oh yeah, I finally done with my psychology report, I'm really happy with it :D 

Been facing tension lately and yet I have to manage myself again, all by myself. I got several ways to release tension and I would like to share here. Normally I will go youtube search for my mentor's videos and watch as much as I can. This could help me boost up my motivation and at least I don't feel lazy.  I started to dream big again, get my goals and vision clear again. 

Secondly, I will watch dramas but this rarely will happen because I hate buffering ! Internet connection slow. Back to ends, I still prefer watching videos of my mentor or reading articles that really helpful on me. I guess, I'm back to life. I'm motivated again ! :D 

I guess don't dependent on others because sometimes they could even spoilt your mood and ruin your life. It's always better cure yourself first then only cure others, before you wanna get help, you help yourself first. :) Instead of waiting people come to you and comfort you, I think it could be better you comfort yourself first. 

Till then, xoxo. 

Self Improvement

 I spent my weekend amazingly ? NOT :) My mind couldn't even relax for a moment because there're so many to-do-list. Firstly, I got to diet start from tomorrow (biggest lie ever). Secondly, prepare all my report and submit to office. Thirdly, come out an idea for my competition. Fourthly, always stay hungry, stay foolish. :) This amazing quote became my to-do-list everyday ever since Steve Job had pass away.

Human are complicated. Minds are not in a peace. People just easily lost out their direction and life is getting more difficult from day to day but hey let me whisper to you " Easy is never an option". There's a hidden story behind a successful man. 

I spent my day with friends by chit chatting at cafe and we were more into business talk this time. No longer stalking at muscular guy, no longer talk about shopping, no longer talk about sales but it's future. Future was the topic we shared, we talked. What surprise me it's not my friends, but myself. I was in a very high pitch mode and trying to tell whatever I know to my friends, in another way, MOTIVATE. 

Alright, allow me to remind myself. We all are meant to be different therefore there're different kind of mindset, different kind of attitudes and personality. I'm more into a business side so when it applied in other people, i guess FAILED. Well, there's no right or wrong during the conversation, it's just only suitable or not suitable. 

This friend of mine - She's facing a little bit of difficulty in her work so she might be mumbling a little bit. In a sense of everyone, I guess it's alright to mumbling because life's hard that's why people need to express it out at her certain own comfortable way. Me - as a so call friend trying to help her, stop her mumbling and wanted to motivate her, I just knock down her words and start sharing my stories but the truth is it's not gonna help her. 

No doubt, mindset is the strongest tools of us and it's also the hardest tools that we can fix because once it's install, it's need some time to crack it and install a new mindset. By using the wrong mindset shooting to her, I guess the feeling became a little harsh, maybe even I had ignore her feelings ? 

Alright, this is where I need to brush up my skills. Never ever think people are good in what you feel, what you think. Well, in the world it's not how well you can fit people in your mind, but it's how good can you fit yourself into everyone. The size of success is measured by the strength of your desire, the size of your dream and the way you handle disappoint along the way. 

I admit the way I used gone wrong this time but I'm not going to give up because I learnt from mistakes and I know I might not shine today, not tomorrow but someday I gonna shine the way I am. 

I claim this post - Self improvement. Admit what's your mistakes and face it strongly. Never avoid ! Avoid might seems to keep your spirit but it's never gonna solve whatever you facing ! 

My quote - Stay strong, stay passion ! :)